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Post by JASON RUSSEL BARKER on Dec 31, 2009 9:59:59 GMT -7
Time: 9:59 AM
Date: December 31st 2009
[/color][/size],[/blockquote] not too long ago i was looking back at all my blogs, and it really has hit me how much i have really changed over the passed year. to me, looking back at the end of 2008 and into 2009 it doesn't really feel like i have grown up and changed. hell, a lot of you would probably agree that ihaven't changed, becuase you don't really know me. but i guess, in the passed year i have grown up a lot, i party less, i don't sleep around, i have a fiance that i love and am going to get married to sometime in the future and i can't be more excited. i know, i know, some of you can't stand that fact, because whoop de doo i'm only eighteen, but you can't hide feelings, it is what it is, and i do know i love her, very much.
a big change i have noticed though is in my body. yeah, yeah, this is cocky and all, but my arms have become beautifully sculpted. look at them:
mmmm damn right. i dont look like a little boy anymore, i'm a beast.
then the next thing i noticed about my blogs though is how often they used to pop up. a couple times a week, at least a few times a month, and then it got to be rare if i ever posted one at all, and it was all and all just sort of depressing because i wanted to know whats going on in my life when i look back at it, so my resolution so far is to post more blogs, not for everyone else to ready, but just for myself. to keep track of things.
the second and most importnat thing is that in 2010 and i just really want to have a good year. i know, i said the exact same thing last year, that my goal was to to just be happy, but it didn't work out. things only got worse at points in the year than anything. i want that to be over, and hopefully, it will be and i can just be happy again, and hopefully, now after being to the doctors that will happen. graduate from high school, take care of the kids, go to work and just do all of that normal stuff. 2010 will be my year. i'll make sure of it.
i hope everyone has a safe, and happy new year. [/color][/blockquote][/font][/blockquote] Jason Russel
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